Even though I have a lot of really good friends, a loving wife, and a great family, I don’t really have anyone that I feel that I can discuss this secret with. At least, I’ve been able to stop thinking about it so much and even was able to smile a little bit today. This has just really shocked and hurt me, deeply. There are moments that I feel that I won’t be able to get over it, and then there are moments when I ask myself why I am even letting it bother me. I feel that I’m about to crack up. I feel so alone…
